點解我要俾＄＄你？

星期五係某女子的 last day。

我哋公司分為好幾個 business units, 我個 units 入面又分為幾條 line, 我條 line 入面又分為三個 departments, 我係屬於細 department。而呢個學生係屬於大department，我同佢根本上就係從來都無講過野。

而家佢要走嘞，honestly, I couldn't care less (tell u y below). 但係佢個department買咗張 gift card 俾佢，仲周圍叫人夾＄＄ chip in, 我無可能話我唔想夾，根本上就係俾佢屈＄＄。十蚊，我唔係俾唔起，但我唔係發咗達大把要周圍派，無情情要俾十蚊佢，我真係唔想喎。

仲有，佢星期五因為係 last day, 買咗d東甩曲奇咁孝敬吓d同事，但係淨係請佢個 department 食架咋喎，其他人無架喎。不過咁都算嘞，佢都唔知人哋買咗 gift card 俾佢既。但係佢個 department 一眾去食 lunch同佢餞行，無邀請我架喎，咁算點呀？Not that I really want to go spend any more $$, 但令我覺得好不快喎，佢個 department 跟本無當過我係 part of the gang, 出去食飯 social 唔預我，夾錢就計埋我嗰份，當我咩呀？水魚牙？唔係我 cheap, 但俾著係你，你都會覺得俾人搵笨啦，係咪？

另一個原因係令我最不甘心既原因，就係我哋無乜交流都唔緊要，因為如果嗰個department既其他人要走，我都會半樂意夾錢，問題係呢個人本身對我一直都唔友善，平日見到我同佢打招呼佢完全係口黑面黑唔蘇我架囉。星期五我喺公司門口見到佢同另一個女同事一齊行，嗰位女同事轉頭見到我，我同佢揮手，佢又同我揮手，咁呢個離職女轉頭睇吓，我當然又同佢揮手啦，但係佢望咗我一眼，又係口黑面黑咁，跟住拎番轉頭同女同事繼續行，完全無 acknowledge 我既存在。我真係好唔明囉，我幾時踩親佢條尾呀？我個樣係咪真係咁乞佢憎呀？唔係因為我同佢唔係同一個 department 架噃，因為同佢一齊行嗰個直情完全唔係我哋條 business line佢都同人有講有笑，就掙係對我咁衰架啫。我唔覺得我有問題丫，公事其他 business line 既人對我都好友善吓架喎，就遺獨係佢咁討厭我，真係好唔明。基本上，我同佢既關係，比陌生人更差，似我係佢仇人多d。

That's y I said that I couldn't care less if she's gone.

佢對我唔好都算嘞，反正我唔係同佢一齊做野，我都費鬼事理佢，但係而家我要俾錢佢？！我條氣真係勁勁勁唔順喎，雖然十蚊唔係多，但我做乜要俾佢？我捐去做善事好過，起碼係我自願既，而家咁明屈，我真係覺得唔抵囉。

I really wanted to be total ruthless and said that I didn't want to be part of it and that I didn't care if she knew that I wasn't part of it. That's the problem of trying to be civilized.